Changing that number was long overdue...it is linked to many bad decisions and many bad people. I feel like that number tied me to my old self...the person I resent somewhat, sometimes today.
when I thought I was over my past, it would randomly creep back up and call me. I know I keep talking about my past but its only because I keep thinking about my past.
That number was tainted and it bothered me. That number was 7 "dont answers"
That number was "I dont talk to you anymore and you still have my number"
That number was "when I think of you I induce vomit"
That number was a bad memory that I decided to tame because it was boiling every day and when it spilled it burned my mind
So, I also deleted over 30 useless people that were in my phonebook. Why were you there? I want my new number to be a secret because the old one was aired out like dirty laundry....
Only real friends, family and ppl I WANT to talk to & have my number have my new number. I got rid of all the bad apples so things should be pretty smooth for me now.
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