Things are almost ALWAYS easier said than done. You can say whatever your mind desires but to actually follow through with it is a different story. I have issues sometimes with my will power...it is sometimes a three legged table falling over...but im working on it.
I want to be someone that is aware of all her flaws because the awareness will allow me to work on things that are lacking within myself.
Awareness helps me figure out why I feel certain ways sometimes and it always helps me fix the things about myself im not happy with
Of course, even after Im aware of all my flaws, I will still have MANY because we are human, I am human, and will have flaws until I die...
but working on the ones that are "work-on-able" will be a task of mine...
What irritates me about some people is that they act as if they have no flaws. Why? Maybe they ignore themselves or ignore the fact that they are human. Whatever it is, it cant be natural. Or maybe paying attention to their flaws may bring forth a sense of insecurity that is too much to bear...which is understandable to a certain extent because I used to do that. But I feel, now, so much better standing in the mirror and confronting my flaws or thinking about my internal flaws instead of ignoring them...
because when you ignore something, it grows and gets worse than it has ever been...
but I guess some people like tackling monsters.
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