Im feeling pretty relieved...got some important stuff off my chest...got some important business out the way and now everything is going smooth.
Im ready to start classes next semester, purposely my work load will be "easier", getting the last of my General Educations out the way and coincidentally they are all 100 level courses...nice lol well, except one...
What Ive noticed about my life, I guess...is that every even numbered year ends up being a pretty shitty year whereas every odd numbered year is pretty good...(example 2007 was good, but 2008 was terrible, etc) but this theory of mine has failed me, not surprisingly...bad times dont wait until the its 12am on a new year of an even numbered year to fuck with you, you know what I mean? maybe its just this slight OCD I have with numbers that fucks with me from time to time...
Life isnt a gamble, a game of chances, a raffle or just pure luck...Its life. It is what it is. Its what we have been given and we have to live it...because it is a gift and it would be rude to not accept this gift and make the best out of it.
The ladder part of this year hasnt been one of my best in life...Ive been acting crazy lol...letting my feelings get the best of me...and boy do I have feelings lol
Ive always been someone in touch with my feelings..always aware that they are there..and my feelings are like a newborn child..craving attention..needing comfort and reassurance...and when my feelings dont get that "love and affection" that it "needs"...it cries... loud..and I hear that sound in my ears and I gotta do something about it, cant let it sit there like that you know..but damn, not everyone wants to take care of my feelings because they didnt birth them, nah mean??
LOL
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