Summer wake up call

WHAT a summer...now that it is almost over, I have mixed feelings...I always have mixed feelings, Ha..

Compared to last summer, Ive been a pretty good girl..stayed out of dangerous situations...actually enjoyed my free time. Last summer I was working...feeling miserable and broke. This summer I didnt work, for the most part felt happy/free...but still broke haha! I've never been good with money but thats one thing I plan to change ..esp when I get back to school because money comes and goes too fast for me..

This year, especially this summer has been such a learning experience for me. Ive learned alot about myself...my tolerance levels, my emotions and how out of control they can potentially get. These are all good things because I will now know how to tame them if they get too high off the meter.

Instead of thinking before I speak, i need to think before I feel because feelings lead to actions that speak louder than words
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self reflection rips the neon green flaws that hid so well under my smile open and threw them on the table for deliberation.

seeing them there was a wake up call...

Im so happy that im not too proud because that would lead to me ignoring my flaws and acting as if they werent there...there are TOO many people walking around like that and their breaking point will soon come because you cant hide flaws. they seep through your pores and sweat out your mouth when you speak.

Im just saying.

But, summer 2010..I hated you at first..but now I've grown to appreciate your tough love.