March isssssh
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Yesterday is looking for me
His eyes are painfully yellow with bloodshot red irises that will steal your soul if you looked into them.
He is a raging thief that stole a piece of my love, a section of my heart and a portion of my dignity and I fight with Today because I notice the insufficiencies I feel that I have
And it is all Yesterdays fault.
He feeds off our minds and trades our innocence in for lifelong guilt
He gives us dirt and stabs our willpower with daggers sharpened with hate
I am worthless in yesterday’s eyes.
But hopeful in Today’s…
Yesterday is a secret that is better left unsaid
But the silence is starting to get loud because Yesterday is looking for me.
Yesterday tastes sweet
But that aftertaste is a motherfucker
I’ve learned the hard way
But now I’m ready to blow Yesterdays cover
He is a monster equipped with ten inch claws that will keep you grounded into him out of fear that he will tell someone your deepest secret
Yesterday is intimidating
Yesterday is a beast
I must talk to Today, I have something to admit
Please don’t be mad at me.
When I laid with Yesterday I was selfish
Only thought about me
Yesterday gave me short term benefits that temporarily blinded me and my good judgment
And he was slick.
His kisses gave me things that I wanted
On the surface I was happy, careless
Inside I was dying because I knew Yesterday was the devil and I made a deal with him
My soul is burning for Tomorrow
But I can’t have you yet
My hand is reaching out for you; I hope it isn’t too late
I’m stuck in this ersatz reality…
This life- nothing but pretty wallpaper and paint.
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